2012

            Na not not going to talk about worlds end .. its begning of my world .I really feels like god had choose this year to teach me so many new things , which I never  had in my life . I took so much time to cope with it all those.. still got 3 , 4 moths don’t know what’s  waiting for me. But I really understand that everything happens for a reason. The stared with fever and me watching SRK’s performance in tv. That was a great start according to me. 

            Then with in a 2 weeks dramatically I peaceful secured life began to change .. my thoughts began to change .. if I say I was forced to change.. all wer in a mixed feeling about  the time which we are supposed to say good bye to graduation life.. and a project it had took a life from me to comple it. Then the college tour.. the most wonderful tour of my life…. It gave so much moments to remember in whole life, I never ever thought that I’ll become this close to my classmates. That really gave a new mode to class unity J . then one day went to vist a providence home in aluva  with class ..that really made a impact on me , I was sad to see all those but I started realizing the world better that all people are special in eyes of god ,all are blessed.  Then my b’day  it was ozm day..got so many wishes, msgs, ph calls over whole nit ( expect from my bro tag best frnd J ), giftsss, cards and all it was a ozm day I really felt special. Then the valentines day a rose that changed my love concept. A good friend teach me about love.. it never last still the days was awesome I was completely happy to know how love feels  and hurts.. it hurt me so badly that time I realized who all are my frnds are ..some read my eyes and silence even though I was smiling that was some moments which I never forget and I felt real  love and care. They really really gave me back up stood again and helped to changed my silliness with out changing my character . I won’t thank them for that..coz they don’t like it only thing they love  is treat J if I start thanking for what all I thank them first for my bro for to say that ‘ he’l  b always there for me’ ,besties to say we’l hit on his face if u really smile again ( they didn’t do it).. and to take me to movies and shoppings to giving me company  , to texting me 24/7 ..calling me to make sure I eat and sleep , to tease me till I laugh out it, to let me think of positive way.. am really blessed to have these stupids in my life. 

  Then the final examzzz and project  it was way more tuff than I ever thought.. then a new phase stared colg life got get… finally we came graduated. Now grown ups nw..  then marrage of best frnd roshmi . it made me think  really it was quite a shock for all.. the sudden marrage of her.. a new mode of her life.. finally I face most painful reality my dear frnd from colg he just walk of our life just saying ‘ she’s going to start a new life and she needs new company “ just like that she cut off frnds.. just like she said it .  it made all of us in depression for not knwing the reason ,,.. what we have done.  Finally we became really to let her go… I learnt a new lesson .. in this year so far.. 

            I leaned these much things.. love, got hurt, came to knw who all my frnds are, learnd to let go people, to  apologize, rejection and so on.. still got 4 months left  I don’t knw what all things I have to learnt this year.. any way all made me a better person I came to knw more about my self .. a far better me which I was previous year..