On The Way..!!!

Monday 11 July 2016

Expressed

I hided it in my smiles and he always have a look when i smiles...still i don't have no idea how to expresses those smiles using words., even though am going to become a lawyer.
But he understands my smiles and silence in d best human way..
finally i did find a way expressed myself..
and he had the same look on his face as before.. when i handed him the painting ...
then again i smiled... :)

Monday 20 August 2012

2012

Na not not going to talk about worlds end .. its begning of my world .I really feels like god had choose this year to teach me so many new things , which I never had in my life . I took so much time to cope with it all those.. still got 3 , 4 moths don’t know what’s waiting for me. But I really understand that everything happens for a reason. The stared with fever and me watching SRK’s performance in tv. That was a great start according to me.

Then with in a 2 weeks dramatically I peaceful secured life began to change .. my thoughts began to change .. if I say I was forced to change.. all wer in a mixed feeling about the time which we are supposed to say good bye to graduation life.. and a project it had took a life from me to comple it. Then the college tour.. the most wonderful tour of my life…. It gave so much moments to remember in whole life, I never ever thought that I’ll become this close to my classmates. That really gave a new mode to class unity J . then one day went to vist a providence home in aluva with class ..that really made a impact on me , I was sad to see all those but I started realizing the world better that all people are special in eyes of god ,all are blessed. Then my b’day it was ozm day..got so many wishes, msgs, ph calls over whole nit ( expect from my bro tag best frnd J ), giftsss, cards and all it was a ozm day I really felt special. Then the valentines day a rose that changed my love concept. A good friend teach me about love.. it never last still the days was awesome I was completely happy to know how love feels and hurts.. it hurt me so badly that time I realized who all are my frnds are ..some read my eyes and silence even though I was smiling that was some moments which I never forget and I felt real love and care. They really really gave me back up stood again and helped to changed my silliness with out changing my character . I won’t thank them for that..coz they don’t like it only thing they love is treat J if I start thanking for what all I thank them first for my bro for to say that ‘ he’l b always there for me’ ,besties to say we’l hit on his face if u really smile again ( they didn’t do it).. and to take me to movies and shoppings to giving me company , to texting me 24/7 ..calling me to make sure I eat and sleep , to tease me till I laugh out it, to let me think of positive way.. am really blessed to have these stupids in my life.

Then the final examzzz and project it was way more tuff than I ever thought.. then a new phase stared colg life got get… finally we came graduated. Now grown ups nw.. then marrage of best frnd roshmi . it made me think really it was quite a shock for all.. the sudden marrage of her.. a new mode of her life.. finally I face most painful reality my dear frnd from colg he just walk of our life just saying ‘ she’s going to start a new life and she needs new company “ just like that she cut off frnds.. just like she said it . it made all of us in depression for not knwing the reason ,,.. what we have done. Finally we became really to let her go… I learnt a new lesson .. in this year so far..

I leaned these much things.. love, got hurt, came to knw who all my frnds are, learnd to let go people, to apologize, rejection and so on.. still got 4 months left I don’t knw what all things I have to learnt this year.. any way all made me a better person I came to knw more about my self .. a far better me which I was previous year..

Friday 2 December 2011

BIRTHDAYS!!

Here am talking this chance to describe my views on birthdays…my brainy friend used to say that we born for certain reason, god had already made our destiny… like that usually I never gets what she is talking about most of the times but still I manage to fight back anyway. I don’t know its true or not. may b true . but am glad to have a life whether I have a destiny or not. And to celebrate birthdays. Especially my loved ones. Family, friends. In a way we really need a day to celebrate for us. really v celebrate onam, Christmas,easter,etc for a reason or as a tradition but birthdays are personal celebrations..to celebrate a day for being alive, one year more in this world !!!

Actually its quite amazing that birthdays are like reminders that keeps saying we are getting old and about our responsibilities which are coming on way. Really frustrating some times..to think about that…but we all should celebrate our birthdays… because who the hell knows ..we would be alive next year. I love to give surprises for birthdays.. sometimes unexpected things gives more spark on birthdays. Doings pranks, teasing all are fun. Sometimes it get messy too.. for example playing with chocolate cakes..it will give you pimples and cleaning after the party is way for difficult than think but totally fun and cant stop doing it

Pranks and teasing .. without that what’s fun of birthday ..mostly among best friends… ignoring birthday boy /girl in their birthday and hiding presents for them ..we have fun really ..seing some serious confused face on them …after finding gifts surly we can expect some love mostly start with few bad word exchange ,fights alast a hug . calling them at midnit at sharp 12am is another fun..and wishing them happy birthday can actually do 2 things..one they would be happy ,second a sleepless birthday .. if we think its actually quite amazing were all the places we celebrate birthdays sometimes in home,

School..am bet in school days we usually wait for our birthday ..in my case its true because only that day we are allowed to wear colordress and we feels specal on that day by giving chocolates, everybody singing happy birthday for us.. evey thing feeled so special that times ..as we get older our style of celebration changes in +1,+2 we celebrates birthdays as special way that we could in the rules .in college we are free to celebrate it all way we wanted., in canteens, classrooms, in grounds, parks,restaurants

Anywere we like ..nothing matters on that day we are free to take any wish..

Then most important thing birthday presents … whats a birthday without presents.. everybody loves presents .. me love a lot…but always best presents come in unexpected ways..in my last birthday best gift I got was a call from my friend which I haven’t had contact for a long ..that moment was just awesome..but I probably I want to say that my last birthday too expensive tooo ..but that doesn’t matter .. I was sooo happy ..soo happy

I cant even expesses how happy I was . today my best friend is having her birthday … and I want to make it special in the way that I can.. from a long distance .. just to say you are lucky to have a friend like me (hahahahaahah just kidding) am really greatful to have you as my best friend ..i love you buddy and I miss you so much ..happy birthday dear anjali …. Happy birthday…..happy birthday …. Toooooo youuuuuuuuuuuuu ( sing with tune yaar...u know am a terrible singer.so sing urself make comfortable)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!