Sunday 13 March 2011

GOODBYES


Good byes..
Only two words ...some time It gives us pleasure or most hurtful thing in the world..
But a lot of meaning is lying behind every goodbyes some are visible in face some are unreadable thoughts even a mind reader cant read from ones mind….because they are beyond our expectations ..its better not to read mind of others..thank god not to give that power to humans.hmm ya where was I ya goodbyes...so I begin about goodbyes,,,….
Some good byes are a relief for someone who bin paining inside because of one who's reason for it. good byes of our dear one may feels us like we have been left alone in middle of desert with all the paradise but with pain with only felt by oneself...some good byes are frank good bye see yaaa... thats one kind of good bye which we usually hears ,,it gives hope or we are sure about seeing that person again in somewhere
again in this world. that hope makes us relived more than ever ..some good byes has a power to stay us alive even though we are sinking in a ship..we takes
struggle to come back for person we loved ..Thinks that he/she is waiting for me...some good byes are part of exploring our life we are forced to say good bye
for discovering what we are and what we want in life that's why some good byes are part of life. Good byes of our dear one whom we loved are painful
But saying goodbye to them when they wanted are real affection towards them ,by letting them go. .., some good byes are never told it just happens in life
When my friend left this world, he never even say even a good bye to us ..That hurt us a lot and still also we believe that he's with us. Because he didn’t go anywhere
if he had left ..We are sure that he'll make sure that he had   said good bye to us......... some good byes of dear friends for a temporary period are the worst
Good byes. We miss then even though we are in contact in every single day, still that contacts are not enough for sharing things. Like I misses my best buddies.
Some goodbyes makes us cry till the end, some gives us pleasure, some makes us evolve, other a way of escape, some a break from reality, others a smile, some for finding
our self ,some a relief with pain, some with pain of missing, some with hope of coming back....................................it goes on. Then also v says good bye
a goodbye for tomorrow for sun to rise again ..................
 so GOODBYE…………………………………………………………..

Saturday 12 March 2011

on feelingss


Is fooling our on self is called love?? .. am been confused these days ..by searching the definision of love..
i found a guy months before but he's just a highly attitude man who dont even know i like him..i think he know
but he's acting as a jerke by acting in frond of me ...even thouh every time am falling for him each time i see him. his ignoring
attitude had given me so much of pain..i dont even know y i felf soo pain ,bcoz i dont even know him.my frnds told me dat am mad
.so i stop seeing him to understand what i felt about him.i seemed and felt soo normal..actually i started forgeting him ,that wat i thought so,
but i didnt. i saw him again in accidently and that weird feeling came to me again..but am so amazed ..it wasnt soo deep which gave me pain before
still am fall to him..its felts so hard for me not to look him when he's around..and i dont want to hear a 'no' from him.if he knows that i like him
and am fooling my self and am not even sure wat i feels..... yaa... i think its just i dont kow..... anyway i felt something which i neverever felt towards a guy
still am on the way figuring it out...it may b love .. my untold love..