Moving on is not that simple as I thought before with friends. It’s soo hard …. I never thought about it , cutting friends out .. who were the ones who gave me company , (it was just fun and laughter all around even I never seen them) when I was feeling so alone and dump because of crush failure, my friends got busy, some where in distant places , some fall in new love ,some family issues and all . all that made me feel so alone and I started spending my more time on social networks and painting ...it was such a hell ,tuff time for me ..only relief I got from was from painting…but all my paintings and drawings seemed so sad and mad just like me ..then again my long time online friend was there to rescue … he gave me company at that time.. that was something better because I can freely talk to him ..he told me that now it’s the forth year of our friendship…I was thinking OMG.. four years its just freaking actually shocking that I never had a fight with him .. Usually I fights with all my friends more with my best friends.. Its quite amazing … then I became company with his friends with a warning from him “don’t accept their friend request “ but who listens…. I accept their friendship, at the beginning I thought hooo am in trouble they are commenting too much because I never used to these things it was complete a new thing to me in first case I didn’t understand how one can write non sense as comments….. but I started liking it . I started writing little bit of nonsense to as response to their comments… but I enjoyed it .. hearing their stories was so interesting most of them were senti – stories like they said . I got one more friend who shared same birth date with me among them. I found that we have some common foolishness senti + mental . they were a great inspiration for me to tease my other friends in college..then it was nice to hear about their girl friends, about their works, suggesting room color ,all wer fun .. in that time I thought that so called my best friends forgot me for a second but again I was totally wrong one day it was surprise my girls went back I felt sooooo much happy after a long ..i just had a bundle of things to share …it was such a relief because we never had any secrets between them from their return all are coming back my friends all are here with me again and started asking me questions they said am loosing my character I just said what hell are you talking ? but I did loose something . I never thought they know me these much .. they were eating my head as alive.they are telling me that am crossing the boundary .. I cried them then one said we got you back I became so anger and had a fight but it was for 5 minute .. I got such a relief if I said the truth I felt like me again. I realize that I hurt people and still hurting some with my activities sooo I decide to end it . it was something really hard for me to do. My friends told me to do it , they know that I won’t am not a bold person ,but they want me to do it ,,but I did it.. now also I really don’t know how I unfriend them from my list. But now am feeling so guilty for that .. I know that time cannot be stopped to return back . but still I can say I made some wonderful friends …. I loved them and I wish not to forget those moments
